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16 November 2009 @ 07:22 pm
I got sent this via msn by a friend who thought I might know who it was, she says hes in a band but honestly I have no idea. I thought it was Koyuki ex gemini because the piercings are similar but I don't remember him having his septum pierced (unless thats new?) my other thought that its just someone from a rank site but I thought I'd check here

http://i37.tinypic.com/33f9mhz.jpg

thanks C:
 
 
 
17 November 2009 @ 01:43 am
Tabbed out 2 An Cafe songs from the Gokutama Rock Cafe bandscore XD
Daybreak and Kakusai Heroism...
Well, I don't know if Takuya's guitar is panned to the right, and Yuuki's keyboard is panned to the left... So.. no panning XDD

4shared : http://www.4shared.com/file/153339446/8cac2fb3/An_Cafe_-_Daybreak.html
Mediafire : http://www.mediafire.com/?wdixzd0zmwj

4shared : http://www.4shared.com/file/153339461/20fed892/An_Cafe_-_Kakusei_Heroism_The_Hero_Without_A_Name.html
Mediafire : http://www.mediafire.com/?5m2vk1o0ygw
 
 
16 November 2009 @ 09:39 am
[info]givesushope
It's that glorious time of year when we reunite with loved ones (we neglected all year), stuff our faces to excess, and pass out in front of the TV. Perhaps a recalibration of the thanksometer is in order. A spin-off of the popular GivesMeHope.com site, this community invites you to document moments of kindness, generosity, and pure human love in 350 words or less.
 
 
16 November 2009 @ 09:38 am
[info]veggieslackers
Despite its mainstream appeal, Thanksgiving is not for everyone. There are those struggling with food disorders, for whom this day causes endless conflict. There are the cash-challenged, who can't afford the gluttony we've grown to expect. There are the lonely, who don't have loved ones nearby. And let's not forget the vegetarians, who decry the animal cruelty. But there's one more group we often overlook: the terminally lazy! This community of lazy vegetarians offers easy recipes for an animal-friendly feast.
 
 
16 November 2009 @ 09:37 am
[info]fashin
Just in time for holiday shopping season, this fashionista community brings you the world of haute couture in the form of sumptuous photos, video clips, and candid commentary. There's also a sugary sprinkle of mainstream movie discussions and debates on such pressing social issues as manicure styles and celebrity colonics. If you need a break from the daily grind to indulge your girlie side, this is twinkly pink on steroids.
 
 
 
16 November 2009 @ 11:58 am
hi y'all. just noticed the previous post is a request for naked chests.. so I thought that while you're at it, can someone throw in some naked backs too? you know, spines, shoulderblades, that kind of thing :) I don't care who they are. thank youu <3
 
 
16 November 2009 @ 07:35 pm
We have updated a bunch of backstage photos of MUCC!
You gonna check it out!

 
 
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 07:43 pm
If you can fulfill any of these requests, please make a new post in the community with the tab, unless it's already available somewhere like 911tabs - then just replying to the requester's comment is fine (the first link in the request goes to their original comment at the request post). You can link the requester to the post if you like, or I'll do it for you if it doesn't seem like the requester has noticed.

1) [info]byaka_san requests LM.C's "GHOST†HEART" - finish tab; GP format: [unfinished tab] [.mp3]
2) [info]kusanagi007 requests GLAY's "VERB" - bass; GP or .txt format: [.mp3]
3) [info]the_mc2 requests High and Mighty Colors's "Goodbye" - all parts; GP format: [.mp3]
4) [info]oceanavanue requests Stereopony's "Tsukiakari no Michishirube" - guitar; .txt format: [.mp3]

For legal purposes, I suppose I should mention that song downloads are intended only as samples and should be deleted after 24 hours.

If you have a request and are using an .mp3 as a bribe, the request post is OVER HERE!
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 09:52 pm

Im honestly on my way to a mental breakdown. I'm getting to the point where I no longer honest to god am mentally being able to deal with being so sickly.
My stomach thing drove me crazy for 4 days. Then I caught a cold, had a fever, chest cold, shakes, ect ect. That finally went away. But now my ear is swelling and will probably be major infected from something I dont know about tomorrow. Its very sore to the touch right now.
I can't tell whether the pain I'm getting from pressing on my jaw joint is from my sore and abused jaw muscle or my sore ear.

I took Ibuprofin before bed last night because I cant sleep properly when I'm so intensely worried about my jaw. I've been waking up several times in the night ever since I got over my stomach thing because of stress. I'm worried something horrible will happen to it in the night. It's ALWAYS out of place on the left side and extra sore on the right everymorning. Obviously something is happening to it. So thats not nice.

Anyways so now I feel slightly nautious again, I'm hoping its because my dinner was so horrible and not because I took one ibuprofin tablet, none the less its very uncomfortable and getting to the point where I'm getting angry.

I shaved my legs 6 days ago and the hair growing in is stll agrivating my legs to the point where I almost cried in frustration. You know when you scratch your skin so hard that it bleeds and then just hurts after? Well I enjoy that, its a way to usally deal with intense itching. Except my legs continue to be itchy and agrivated even when it's bleeding. Isn't that just so amazing?
Right now I have some options.
Never shave again (looking good to me)
pluck my leg hair and hope it hurts so much that the itch dies
wax which will cause bleeding and pain and all my pores to swell for 2 days which may cure the itch
laser hair removal (too expensive)
die.

So I'm going to have to choose.

I am also having some anxiety over my jaw because of assholes who are stupid. The oral surgeon guy said I needed an MRI ASAP so they could do something to my jaw. The MRI clinic called and said I have to be 18 and that I need a doctors recomendation. And even then the waiting list is 8-10 months. So basically, I could have them attempt a simple thing now where they stick a little robot thingie through wherever and dont cut me to try and move the plate back in place and heal my jaw.
Or I can wait for 12 months to have an MRI and by that time my jaw disk will be shredded and ruined to the point where a smaller surgery isnt possible and I'll have to have probably disk replacement surgery which apparently according to the internetz has a high rejection rate. Great. I just love everything so much. Either way I'll be having some surgery which requires an anesthetic. Which will make me feel natious which means whatever is wrong with my stomach still will be heightened.

I also can no longer feel hungry like a normal person.
I suppose its because im not fully healed yet. But I've noticed that when I get hungry it is represeted in the form of my stomach feeling oh so mildy nautious and completly empty and airy for around an hour before the feeling of hunger is even remotely recognizable. Even so, it wont rumble. No matter how starving I am, my stomach wont growl. Thats abnormal isnt it?

So besides the anxiety of having to do all my hardcore art which is oh so hardcore and all that shit I just am feeling overwhelmed.
My fucking jaw is making my metality suck about things, I'm getting sad about it really easily because everytime I yawn, everytime I eat, everytime i sing, smile for too long, cry, get cold or yell I feel pain. And all I can think of is
1) Why the fuck did I bite into that stupidfucking apple
2) Why didn't they suggest a simple surgery earlier
3) When I went into the ortho for initial consulation onit and the guy said it was getting better and that I didnt need a night brace, why did I believe him? If he had made it, it never would have locked.
4) Why did I go to cranberry lake and ignore it for a week to cause the major progress it had made to go back to a negative progress and get worse then it's ever been
5) Why cant I have an MRI now :(
6) Why didn't any of the handful of doctors I've seen warn me that taking advil for 3 months straight and combining it with a high dose of ibuprofin would ruin my stomach. They must know overdose of Ibuprofin causes ulcers. Because when I searched ulcers that was one of the leading causes. They knew i was taking all these pain killers. Those stupid bastards! If they had told me I would still be feeling decent right now! Better than decent compared to how I am now DX

Good and now I'm crying. If I dont stop I'll hurt my jaw before bed. If I'm too stressed before bed I'm going to hurt it more when I sleep. But if I'm stressed about being stressed whats gonna happen...
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Current Music: sanatorium - plastic tree
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 09:07 pm
The guy with his hair up next
to shosho from Rivasquall.
thanks if you can help! :]


 
 
Current Mood: sleepy
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 08:03 pm
OCAD  
OMG this weekend was freekin busy DX I feel like I've had a full on break from school DX

Japanese school was busy. I transfered classed AGAIN because my teacher said the principal still wanted to split the classes by ages so at least I dont have to be with all those young kids. However I will miss Chavezsensei's way of teaching...she's more fast paced and intense than Ochisensei, but whatevs its cool. There was also a bakesale this weekend and I got delish things <3 Including a delish Cinnamon roll, a totoro sugar cookie and banana bread. I also got a gianttttt manga book that has the hiragana beside the Kanji so i can read it all for 50 cents! :D

Art class was good, we continued to work on a painting we started. I almost got half done, and I'm also sad that that was the last class but I can still stalk miss irvine on facebook ;D

I lazed for the rest of the night :3

Then this morning at 9 me and dad left to pick up Leigha and Gumdrop and we went downtown to OCAD for the portfolio day! We got there at 10 and stood inline outside until 12, then we went in, Leigha and Gumdrop went up to see York/Sheridon and I got in the next line to go see OCAD. I was in that line until like 2 and then the guy talked to me for 10 minutes. He said I needed more life drawings but that when I come for an interview I should bring like a pile of sketchbooks and a pile of work as well as my portfolio because theyre kinda informal and jsut wanna see that youreintrested and motivated. So yeah that was that. After being starving and tired we decided to go to KOREAN BARBECUE :D So I finally got to try it and it was delish <3 although I want a salad so damn bad. If we ever go again I'm gonna order the a salad too. But we got the all you can eat lunch special which was beef, pork, chicken, squid (which I could bite apart) and plain fish. We also got delish drinks :D I got honeydew milkshake with tapioca and leigha and gumdrop got the same but mango and watermelon. Yum.
Then we walked back to OCAD (we didnt walk far away), past my Japanese school and to the subway station and took the subway up to kipling where my mom picked me up and brought me home at like 3-4 ish. INTENSE DAY!

Now I must go shower ;D
 
 
Current Music: Harienju - Plastic Tree
 
 
LOL THIS IS NOT DOUBLE POST! =P

Ok Sooo, here’s a song I had the intention of transcribing since long time ago, I don’t know if there are Pillows fans in here, but, this is I think my favorite song from them, really nice and pretty and all =).



Edward
 
 
16 November 2009 @ 02:25 am

Sorry sorry sorry so much if i do this post wrong. But this is the very 1st time i request in here.

One post in this journal had many photos look so cute of the GazettE. Like this

or this

http://de-azuruha.livejournal.com/12202.html

But they are all so small. Can somebody just help me with the bigger versions of those photos?

Thank you from bottom of my heart *bow*
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 05:14 pm
Hey everyone.

I want to ask all kind and good human souls to help me: I am pretty sure that this picture of our beloved Die

...follow the cut... )
 
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 12:28 pm
Icons:
[09] BALZAC
[135] Dir en Grey
[16] Hizumi - D'espairsRay ~Rock Read~

FO-banners:
[01] Hizumi - D'espairsRay

Wallpapers:
[02] Die&Kaoru -Dir en Grey-
[01] BALZAC

Preview:


here at [info]blacklaboratory
 
 
 
 

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